.: Cerita Malam Jumaat:.

Hmm..malam ni, aku lepak di tempat yang boleh surfing. Lama tak update blog, sebab tengah kemalasan. Dalam sejuk² selepas hujan turun, aku keluar rumah untuk hilangkan rasa bosan. Banyak betul nak pikir. Baru je tadi borak² ngan housemate psl umah. Entah, aku malas nak cakap per dah. Cuma masih bersabar dengan orang yg suka wat peel di rumah. Aku takut nanti bila aku dah betul² tak boleh sabar, habis budak tu aku kerjakan. Kesabaran aku masih berada di paras normal. Kalau temperature dah naik nanti, tak taula kan. Yelah, selama mana kita sebagai manusia ni boleh bersabar. Kebasaran pun ada had nya. Kalau dah asik wat perangai jer..sape bole tahan. Ye tak? Malam ni kena clear kan baju² yang dah cuci untuk dilipat. Lusa dah nak kena p Langkawi. Kalau tak clear baju² nanti, jawabnya menimbun la nk cuci. Kang aku jugak yang penat. Nak antar dobi, lagi la malasss....

.: Life :.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised that it would be worth it. Love and Happiness come hand in hand-one without the other just doesn't make sense. You'll never make it through life trying to make everyone happy. Sometimes you just have to do what's in your heart and not worry about the rest of the world, because they never worried about you. The outcome of pain is growth and you can only grow from what you learn. In life, Allah does not give you the people you want he, gives you the people you need; to teach you, to hurt you, to love you, to make you laugh. To make you exactly the person you should be.

.: Bowling :.

Haha...last night main bowling la pulak. Aku nyer score..hahaha paling corot. Entah naper entah. Dah la sakit tangan main sampai 4 games. Ikutkan memang tak nak main pun, tapi sian plak ngan member² lain beria-ria ajak aku main bowling malam tu. And maybe this is my last game. Pasni takde la nak main bowling lagi. Tak tau la naper..

.: Please...Jot Down Something :.

Hey..please jot something what you like...or something you hate. Last night, I went to Subang Jaya alone. You know what I saw ? I saw a signboard with wording 'Masjid Abu Bakar As Siddiq'. Then I remember...this is the mosque that Yasmin Ahmad had her last Solat Jenazah. She passed away a week after arwah abah. What a shock, Yasmin Ahmad collapsed suddenly at Sri Pentas while she supposed present her proposal to Siti Nurhaliza. 2 days before Yasmin Ahmad passed away..I have contacted Kekure (my frenz name) which she's close to Yasmin Ahmad. This is our sms on that day.

Me : Salam, kekure. Kak Min camne ?

Kekure : Alhamdulillah. Dah lepas tempoh kritikal. Byk2 doa supaya dia cepat sedar. Esok pagi tunggu info dari parents Kak Min.

Me : Alhamdulillah. Pape hal bagitau tau.

Lega sangat on that time when Kekure replied the message.

Around 11.45 a.m, I got sms from Kekure.

Kekure : Kak Min dah takde. Esok kebumi di USJ 22.

What ??? Really shock. I'm at my hometown on that day. If I was in Putrajaya, I think I will give my last tribute to her. I send a sms to my friend which he also admired Yasmin Ahmad.

And a day after Yasmin Ahmad funeral, there's so many story about her. I don't want to argue or talk about her. But from what I know, she's really amazing person. She can talk to you over the phone, without knowing you and she's really friendly, caring and loving. Do you have that opporturnity? No, you don't. But I have...and I can even remember what she'd talking to me. And for that.. I thank her vey much. Al-fatihah.

.: What Is In Your Mind ? :.

Last Sunday, I got this poem from someone. Let me shares with all of you, friends.

When I feel lonely, cheer me up with your voice
When I'm falling sick, cure me with your love
When I die, don't shower me with your tears
And please grave me in your heart
And when I'm lost, help me with your prays...

.: Who Is Isziewa Fashida Nuwara :.

One day, someone asked me about this weird name. How could I explain to her. This is combination name of several people that I know..and my bestfriend know. And I can't tell people who is the luckiest people that have been choosen for this combination name. I've got this ridiculars name when I'm in my secondary school. This happened when you felt bored in your class..and nothing else you can do except, make a fool things like this. Ahaks...

.: B.O.R.E.D. Day :.

Dunno why I'm so bored today. I am bored since yerterday, actually. But i pretend there's nothing happened yesterday or nothing happened to me. But, it's getting worst and i bring that bored mood from yesterday until today. And today without a good reason, i'm bored with everything. Please..somebody help me. Help me out from this bad situation. I know, there's a way to solve. Just forget about it and make your mind free without thinking the bad, and the worst thing. And cheer up, honey !! And for that reason, I should join the bowling tournament tonight. Yiihhhaaa...andre..andre..

.: Aku Tetap Aku :.

Lama betul tak update..dah baper bulan entah. Bukan tak nak update, tapi kadang² takde mood nak update. Huhu...kali ni aku update gak ngan gambo potret aku tu. Chewah..entah sape la yang terer melukis potret aku tu. Aku ingat nak letak beberapa gambar kat Terengganu aritu. Tapi memandangkan kabel pun tak bawa, so takdela nak dapat tengok gambo² tu yer. Sorry..lagipun bukannya banyak pun gambar² kat Terengganu. Walau pape pun, pergi Terengganu aritu jenjalan ngan Anjelina, Ajiz, Sal and Faizal, memang besh banget. Siap makan durian dalam Naza tu. Hahaha..pasni kekawan opis yang naik Naza, kalau bau durian tu, nasib korangla yer. Hahaha....

Bila la nak masuk pulau plak ni. Kalau p ngan geng² cam aritu gi Terengganu, besh gak. Huru hara dibuatnya. Haha..macam² la.. Kononnya aku gi sana aritu tak nak sopping, last² abis duit aku... sutera la, kain pasang la, tudung la...macam². Apa pun memang beshhh....

.: Kembali Menulis Blog :.

Lama sangat aku tinggalkan blog aku ni. Dah tak terurus. Macam² perkara yang terjadi di Bulan Julai. Yang masih tak boleh aku lupakan, pemergian arwah abah tersayang. Tak perlu aku ulas cerita mengenai arwah, sebab nanti mengundang duka dalam diri aku apabila mengenangkan yang arwah dah takde. Sebagai anak aku sentiasa doakan arwah abah ditempatkan bersama orang² yang beriman. AMIN.

Aku baru saja balik dari Labuan Ahad lepas. Ada mesyuarat dan beberapa program yang Jabatan aku buat kat sana. Especially Mesyuarat Tabung and Perasmian Pejabat Labuan. Ada beberapa perkara yang agak menjengkelkan di sana. Ntahla..malas nak citer kat sini. Sebab nanti hati makin sakit plak. Dah la p sana aku selesema..sib baikla ok takde demam or batuk yang kuat. Kat sana aku beli la souvenier berupa gelang² Kristal dan keronsang mutiara yang cantik. Hehehe..pastu poket pun kering. Hahahaha… Sempat aku beli ketam kat pasar sana..memang best giler. Sampai jer rumah aku terus stim ketam tu…sebab bila stim, rasa manis ketam tu lebih terasa. Bos lama aku yang ajar..maklumlah Cina memang suka makan stim camtu.

Ada gak borong cokelat untuk anak² buah aku yang comel dan kiut miut kat kampung. Nak beli gelang diorang kecik lagi..kang buat jahanam jer gelang² tu. Untuk yang boys pun dapat cokelat je la. Kat Labuan aku tak amik gambar pun…nak tau sebab per ?? Sebab takde mood la..memang tak besh p kali ni. Tapi pape pun aku sempat jumpa member lama kat sana…Rosmariati Agita Ero. Panjang giler nama dia.

.: Goodbye :.

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye